i have given my 2015 goals a lot of thought. i want to think big, but not so big that i am setting myself up for failure. normally, I will decide on a list of things i want to work on throughout the entire year. i have thought and thought and thought some more.
today, it finally came to me. focus. i need to focus.
focus, not only in my daily work life (of which i am highly lacking) but also on the overall picture of my life. i need to focus on the things and events that matter. as you all know, i find myself suffering from anxiety. anxieties that really are beyond my control. this is going to be a year long (read:lifelong) process. there will be many days where i will find myself completely scattered, unfocused, unorganized, anxious and depressed. a total failure... but, i want the year to end with an overall feeling of accomplishment. i want to be able to look back and not feel as though i'm so far behind with things. i ended the year with a feeling of disappointment in a way.
so far behind with blogging.
so far behind with work... so much so that i will be playing catch up for at least half of 2015.
so far behind with home improvements.
so far behind with my daily walking goals!
i ended 2014 hurt and began 2015 with the flu. there is no turning back the clock and i must focus on the now.
i've lost the focus i recently found that was making it possible to remain determined to make those daily goals. even if it was just getting out of the house for that 1 hour a day. that 1 hour can drastically improve my overall mental health.
i was motivated to live life beyond the couch.
i wanted to get up and take photos daily.
so, focus is what i will be working on throughout 2015.
focus on my health - physically, but more so mentally.
focus on staying positive!
focus on doing what i want when i want how i want with whom i want. -walking, napping, photo taking, blogging.
focus on improving....organizing my life.
focus on accepting myself.
focus on my family.
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