Hmmm... this is supposed to be the most happiest time of the year? Now, don't get me wrong. I'm a very negative, glass is half empty, bitter, *sour* person. I like that about me. In fact, I love that about me. BUT, I'm happy being that way. It's who I've always been. And, even though I am an overall miserable person (lol) I am happy with that. I can laugh and continue to joke around. I make others laugh. Lately, I've been in a funk.
I am sure I do an excellent job hiding it from everyone around me...
But really, I'm not happy. I don't know why?
- I was able to save up cash this year and didn't have to charge all of the gifts this year for Christmas.
- Everyone seems to be healthy for the end of the year.
- I have a job and I honestly don't hate coming into work everyday.
- I have one of the best bosses in the world.
- I have an amazing group of friends (even though I rarely see them IRL).
- I love winter.. so I know it's not seasonal.
(I did just have to drop down a big chunk of change for a new dryer - but the funk has been here for a couple weeks)
So why in the hell am I in such a funk?
I wish I knew...
So, I apologize to anyone that I come in contact with and I may offend. Know that I am in a super bad mood and I do all I can to cover that up.. but sometimes I suck at pretending.
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